i spent the day saying ending every sentence with a very calm "yo." i, also, made 55 batches of icecream. and an average day is like 30-ish pans. so, like, lots of icecream, yo.
i'm almost finished with my book. (i am, however, amid three different books, currently) this book makes me want to have meaningless affairs with boys. not really. that sounds deeply unsatifying. but sometimes when you're in an apathetic mood can it be comforting to be around someone equally apathetic? -it makes sense to me.
relationships are hard. even if they're supposed to be apathetic. i'm really bad at relationships. family ones. romantic ones. physical ones. i'm doing farely well with the friendship ones. recently i find myself missing a best friend. i tell myself. rachel. the best thing you ever did was teach yourself how to "get over it." i'm a fuckin' pro.
